I thought I'd come over and say hi! It feels like a while since I last saw you. [ Time wise... it probably wasn't that long ago. But it feels long ago. ] How are you?
[ Sandry can tell, he's not... like when they had cookies on the park table. But! That's just a challenge! Surely they can have fun like that again. Surely that's how it's meant to be. ]
Well, I've been strange recently, but it's nothing a bit of time with my friends can't solve! [ She holds up the tote bag with a smile. ] I brought cookies too!
[ Sandry is optimistic. That's... really all she has right now. She has to believe it will all work out.
Sandry goes over to a blanket and sits down with a graceful sweep of her long dress. It's different than the clothes she wore last month, but just like what she was wearing the first time they met. The first time? No... she has always been here, in Aldrip, it's her home, right? ]
I made those cookies again. The earl grey shortbread ones. You liked them! And the tea is a darjeeling blend. I think you'll like it.
[he's having enough trouble keeping his memories separated as it is, without sandry trying to blend "real" and "not quite real" together. but he sits across the blanket from her regardless, falling neatly to his knees. a very upright and polite sitting position, nothing like how he used to sprawl out without a care.]
Don't you think it's better to keep what happened these last few weeks...separate?
Acting like common civilians. It's below me and from what you've said it's below you, too. Life's not all sunshine and daisies, it's pointless to pretend otherwise.
[two opinionated brats go at it: round one! fight!]
Don't you dare say that. "Common civilians" do plenty for you. Who grows the food you eat? Makes the clothes you wear? Makes the furniture, the plates and bowls? They deserve your respect. And there's nothing wrong with being happy!
No, it wasn't, you couldn't have known. You're not responsible for that. Besides, it was very safe, we didn't need any protection.
[ Sandry uncharacteristically deflates from her stubborn defiance, casting her eyes downward and looking a little like she might cry. Her voice is soft when she speaks. ]
Are you just going to say that nothing in the last month was real and you're going to forget all about it?
[ Sandry takes a breath and lets it out slowly, trying to calm herself before she speaks, and is mostly successful though she's still looking downwards. ]
I know it wasn't real, but it... it's still so confusing to me. I know but some part of me does not believe.
[ Sandry gives a sniff, fishing a handkerchief out of her pocket and daintily wiping her eyes. Really, she's not one for crying, it's just so much right now. ]
Yes, there are. But that doesn't mean I'm going to stop being your friend. I'm not going to forget the time we spent together last month.
[ Sandry gives what almost could be a small laugh. It's close enough. Crying episode over, Sandry puts the handkerchief away and resumes setting up the cookies and tea. ]
I won't forget it but I won't make you talk about it, deal?
[ She opens the container of cookies, the same kind they ate in the park, and places the cookies between them, almost like a peace offering. ]
[he hesitates for a second, then takes a cookie. he holds it for an even longer moment before he reaches up and tugs his mask down. she's seen his face, he tells himself. no need to be weird about it.]
[ Sandry notices his hesitation but doesn't comment on it. She feels like she's pushed enough for now. He's eating a cookie and that's what matters.
Next comes out the travel mugs and thermos; the tea won't be hot at this point, but it feels wrong not to have tea with cookies. She pours a mug for both of them while she talks, placing one in front of Kakashi when she's done. ]
Yes! I didn't bake before last month, but I think it's fun. I'm glad I got to learn it. [ She hesitates, clearly unsure, before continuing. ] Back in Emelan I never was in the kitchen growing up, and then at the temple we got food from the Hub, and now no one lets me in the kitchen again.
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I thought I'd come over and say hi! It feels like a while since I last saw you. [ Time wise... it probably wasn't that long ago. But it feels long ago. ] How are you?
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[he shrugs, a little stiffly.]
Fine, I guess. You?
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Surely that's how it's meant to be.]Well, I've been strange recently, but it's nothing a bit of time with my friends can't solve! [ She holds up the tote bag with a smile. ] I brought cookies too!
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Optimistic, aren't you?
[said drily, but he gestures to the remaining blankets on the ground anyway.]
I guess there's always time for a picnic around here.
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Sandry goes over to a blanket and sits down with a graceful sweep of her long dress. It's different than the clothes she wore last month, but just like what she was wearing the first time they met.
The first time? No... she has always been here, in Aldrip, it's her home, right?]I made those cookies again. The earl grey shortbread ones. You liked them! And the tea is a darjeeling blend. I think you'll like it.
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[he's having enough trouble keeping his memories separated as it is, without sandry trying to blend "real" and "not quite real" together. but he sits across the blanket from her regardless, falling neatly to his knees. a very upright and polite sitting position, nothing like how he used to sprawl out without a care.]
Don't you think it's better to keep what happened these last few weeks...separate?
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I don't see why. It was very real and it very much happened. Who can say what's right and what's wrong?
[ Not Sandry. Certainly not Sandry. And she's loathe to let a friend like Kakashi just... slip away. ]
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[that's aimed at himself more than anyone else, though. imagine being an innocent child, kakashi could never.]
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I don't think we were weak. Why would we be? There were some scary things but no one got hurt! Certainly nothing like when the town hall got blown up.
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[two opinionated brats go at it: round one! fight!]
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Don't you dare say that. "Common civilians" do plenty for you. Who grows the food you eat? Makes the clothes you wear? Makes the furniture, the plates and bowls? They deserve your respect. And there's nothing wrong with being happy!
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[he scoffs.]
Happiness at the cost of what? All my life experiences? My memories, my comrades?
["friend" is not in his vocabulary.]
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[ Sandry uncharacteristically deflates from her stubborn defiance, casting her eyes downward and looking a little like she might cry. Her voice is soft when she speaks. ]
Are you just going to say that nothing in the last month was real and you're going to forget all about it?
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I didn't say it wasn't real, just...something to put behind us.
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I know it wasn't real, but it... it's still so confusing to me. I know but some part of me does not believe.
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[he sounds so intense, like he's put some thought into it and doesn't like the conclusion he's come to.]
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That's not all bad! It's okay to be happy, for things to be okay! Even if it wasn't... wasn't real, it's not all bad. There can be good things too.
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There's such a thing as too much of a good thing. Besides, there's good things in "real life" too, right?
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Yes, there are. But that doesn't mean I'm going to stop being your friend. I'm not going to forget the time we spent together last month.
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[a beat.]
But you could forget, you know, the really pathetic stuff.
[what does he consider "really pathetic"?? acting like a normal kid, probably.]
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I won't forget it but I won't make you talk about it, deal?
[ She opens the container of cookies, the same kind they ate in the park, and places the cookies between them, almost like a peace offering. ]
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[he hesitates for a second, then takes a cookie. he holds it for an even longer moment before he reaches up and tugs his mask down. she's seen his face, he tells himself. no need to be weird about it.]
So you still like baking, huh?
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Next comes out the travel mugs and thermos; the tea won't be hot at this point, but it feels wrong not to have tea with cookies. She pours a mug for both of them while she talks, placing one in front of Kakashi when she's done. ]
Yes! I didn't bake before last month, but I think it's fun. I'm glad I got to learn it. [ She hesitates, clearly unsure, before continuing. ] Back in Emelan I never was in the kitchen growing up, and then at the temple we got food from the Hub, and now no one lets me in the kitchen again.
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There's no reason for a noble to be in the kitchen, right? You've got people for that.
[he shrugs.]
Maybe not for ninja either. Back home I mostly eat take-out.
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That's right, we had cooks and maids and the like.
[ A sudden idea springs to her mind and she claps her hands. ]
I know! We should take cooking lessons! Together!
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i'm so sorry for the long wait, i had a work trip 🙏
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