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Sandrilene fa Toren ([personal profile] threadmage) wrote in [community profile] expiationlogs2024-04-01 03:22 pm

then new life has lumps

Who: Sandry and friends (closed)
Where: Around
What: April collection of planned threads
Warnings: None planned!


Starts posted below!
battlefieldbrat: (ok...that sounds fake but ok)

[personal profile] battlefieldbrat 2024-04-04 01:10 pm (UTC)(link)
It wasn't that long ago...I think.

[he shrugs, a little stiffly.]

Fine, I guess. You?
battlefieldbrat: (dont make fun of my dumb bangs)

[personal profile] battlefieldbrat 2024-04-11 02:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[the cookies soften him a bit - he can't deny that she was kind to him when he was a weird spot, so there's no need to be rude.]

Optimistic, aren't you?

[said drily, but he gestures to the remaining blankets on the ground anyway.]

I guess there's always time for a picnic around here.
battlefieldbrat: (shifty as hell)

[personal profile] battlefieldbrat 2024-04-12 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think the reminder is welcome.

[he's having enough trouble keeping his memories separated as it is, without sandry trying to blend "real" and "not quite real" together. but he sits across the blanket from her regardless, falling neatly to his knees. a very upright and polite sitting position, nothing like how he used to sprawl out without a care.]

Don't you think it's better to keep what happened these last few weeks...separate?
battlefieldbrat: (dont make fun of my dumb bangs)

[personal profile] battlefieldbrat 2024-04-12 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Uh, pretty sure I can. The whole thing was messed up. Taking our memories...turning us into something...weak.

[that's aimed at himself more than anyone else, though. imagine being an innocent child, kakashi could never.]
battlefieldbrat: (better than you)

[personal profile] battlefieldbrat 2024-04-13 12:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Acting like common civilians. It's below me and from what you've said it's below you, too. Life's not all sunshine and daisies, it's pointless to pretend otherwise.

[two opinionated brats go at it: round one! fight!]
battlefieldbrat: (no.)

[personal profile] battlefieldbrat 2024-04-16 12:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Right, and who protects them from harm and makes sure they can do all that stuff in peace? Me. It's dereliction of duty.

[he scoffs.]

Happiness at the cost of what? All my life experiences? My memories, my comrades?

["friend" is not in his vocabulary.]
battlefieldbrat: (ok...that sounds fake but ok)

[personal profile] battlefieldbrat 2024-04-16 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[oh good, now she's about to cry. good job kakashi. he softens slightly, though he still sounds so stiff compared to before.]

I didn't say it wasn't real, just...something to put behind us.
battlefieldbrat: (dont make fun of my dumb bangs)

[personal profile] battlefieldbrat 2024-04-19 11:57 am (UTC)(link)
That's what's so insidious about it, don't you see? They gave us this idyllic life so we would forget what's real. What's really at stake.

[he sounds so intense, like he's put some thought into it and doesn't like the conclusion he's come to.]
battlefieldbrat: (it's like he's trying to communicate)

[personal profile] battlefieldbrat 2024-04-25 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[oh shit, she's crying. how to resolve the situation?? he softens again, just a bit.]

There's such a thing as too much of a good thing. Besides, there's good things in "real life" too, right?
battlefieldbrat: (my gai sense is tingling)

[personal profile] battlefieldbrat 2024-04-25 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Well - [he seems a little flustered at her just calling him out as a friend like that - ] - nobody said you had to.

[a beat.]

But you could forget, you know, the really pathetic stuff.

[what does he consider "really pathetic"?? acting like a normal kid, probably.]
battlefieldbrat: (wheezes)

[personal profile] battlefieldbrat 2024-04-25 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Fine, I guess.

[he hesitates for a second, then takes a cookie. he holds it for an even longer moment before he reaches up and tugs his mask down. she's seen his face, he tells himself. no need to be weird about it.]

So you still like baking, huh?
battlefieldbrat: (shifty as hell)

[personal profile] battlefieldbrat 2024-04-25 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[he is munching on the cookie. yep, still good.]

There's no reason for a noble to be in the kitchen, right? You've got people for that.

[he shrugs.]

Maybe not for ninja either. Back home I mostly eat take-out.

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