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manjiro "street gang conflict" sano ([personal profile] invinciblemikey) wrote in [community profile] expiationlogs2024-05-17 02:32 pm

(open catch-all) if there's one thing that i learned while in those county lines

Who: a newly updated, curse-free, many years older manjiro sano and ... you...
Where: many
What: picking up the pieces that he left fucked up the past few months. it's set forward-dated to the last week of the month.
Warnings: for once, nothing lmao i will add to the subject line if needed.
laserguy: (go somewhere)

[personal profile] laserguy 2024-05-21 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't get to fucking laugh like that.

Scott's jaw clenches as a wave of emotions hit him. Mikey's laughing like that again, like the friend he's more familiar with, the one that made Scott feel good about himself when he struggled with shit. Not the other Mikey who made him doubt about what he can really do to help his friends. He fights off tears that threaten to rise from behind his shades, glad once more that they're covering his expression. Unfortunately, it doesn't do much to hide the slight waver in his voice, one that he tries to mask through gruffness.]


That sounds fucking stupid. [But he also doesn't question Mikey's explanation either. Honestly, that's still more believable than his friend settling down with a wife and kids.]

I should punch you in the face.

[...But he's not going to, is he? Even though his hands shake by his sides because of anger. Yeah, it's definitely anger and not anything else. Why is he acting so emotional?? It's not like he hasn't seen Mikey lately, but... honestly, it has felt like a long time. Or maybe it's just the knowledge that it's been a long time for him... and how easy and relaxed he appears. Free from the curse or whatever.]
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[personal profile] laserguy 2024-05-22 01:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's not fair that Mikey seems mature now. Calm, even, as he starts walking over.]

Yeah, you should've trusted me. And Yu more.

[Especially Yu.

He wonders if Mikey has gone to see the other teen yet. Surely he has, right? But Scott's still upset enough with his own emotions that he doesn't ask about that yet, the frown on him growing increasingly upset. Although, no matter how upset he's becoming, he really doesn't look like he's about to throw a punch, eyes gazing downward so he doesn't have to look at Mikey's stupid apologetic face.]


Not like punching you will actually hurt you, asshole. Stop making fun of me. [He's not going to cry dammit.]
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[personal profile] laserguy 2024-05-22 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Does he really know?

Scott never thought that Mikey would be someone to run off in the first place, so he has a harder time gauging if he's being truthful or not. Sure, he's back and supposedly ten years less stupid, but harder time reading him and everything. Maybe he just has to make sure Mikey doesn't run off again. How he's going to ensure that? Hell if he knows. Why should he be responsible for shit like that anyway? He doesn't fucking care.

........]


I'm not punching you. [Scott eventually answers, still looking away.] Because it's like giving you what you want.
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[personal profile] laserguy 2024-05-23 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
Just sayin'.

[Mikey gets into fights all the time or he used to at least. He doesn't know what really happened with his friend, what he's learned or dealt with in that time. Guess it's good things overall?? If he's like this. Good for him. Scott buries his hands into the pockets of his jacket, that petulant attitude still latched onto him because he's still upset.]

...Great, thanks. [He knows Mikey means it. Should he just forgive him and everything? He's never dealt with a situation like this before. A friend that just left everyone and the next time he saw him, punched his lights out. Normally, he'd tell that person to screw off, but... this is Mikey. Someone he liked so much.

He can't help but think about all the times Mikey was there for him, again.]


F-fuck you... [His voice cracks, helpless against the emotions that bombard him. How come he can just come back and say sorry to Scott like this??]
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[personal profile] laserguy 2024-05-23 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Mikey wait!

[Instead of staring at the ground, Scott's now looking at Mikey with an expression that's a cross between hurt, desperation, and maybe some residual anger. He's not sure how long that particular feeling is going to last, maybe for weeks, but right now, it's being overrun by the thought of seeing Mikey leave. He doesn't want that again.

He hates that he still gets this way. Why can't he be cooler or more in control of himself? But whatever the case, what's more important is his friendship with Mikey.]


D-don't you dare leave again.
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[personal profile] laserguy 2024-05-28 04:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't need time to think! I know how I feel right now.

[Sort of? He's definitely a mess of emotions, but he doesn't want this to end right now.]

I... I want to talk to you, okay? [Because he's missed him and everything, even though Mikey really hasn't been gone long. He's still been missing from Scott's life for a couple of months and that was hard. Besides, even if Mikey intends to stick around, who knows what this place might do? Send Mikey back home or something else-- and then he'd really regret everything.

Maybe it's because of being with Kotone for so long, knowing and remembering that any of them can be gone at any moment, that pushes Scott forward towards Mikey.]


Don't fucking go yet. I won't allow it.
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[personal profile] laserguy 2024-05-30 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[He allows the touch, allows himself to be pulled along until he's sitting next to Mikey. It almost feels normal, like things are okay once again, and he so desperately wants things to go back to what they used to be before all that crap. If he just forgives Mikey, then it can be, right? He should. But it's also hard, because he still remembers being knocked out-- and even worse than that, the marks on Yu's throat when the other boy choked him.

He doesn't even know that Mikey went all the way with that.

But even without that knowledge, Scott finds it hard to just... pretend everything is fine. However, he still fully doesn't want to go away or for Mikey to return back to the dojo. Feelings and emotions are so fucking dumb!!]


I... I don't know. [This probably is why Mikey wanted him to go home and think about things.] I just want to see you longer, okay? Even though I'm pissed at you.
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[personal profile] laserguy 2024-05-31 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[The comment unfortunately doesn't garner a laugh from Scott, the mutant still sitting almost glumly next to him with his knees pulled up. If the last two months didn't happen, it would just be easy to think that nothing happened at all and Mikey just got a new haircut. But that's not the case. He's different in a slightly calm and mature way? He doesn't know how to describe it, but he looks over at him when he starts talking more.

...He's not even a gang leader anymore? Just a regular guy. That is into bike racing. It feels so normal and almost serene that Scott nearly laughs, but there's an undeniable warmth in him too hearing all this. Mikey... really turned out okay with his friend. They're doing regular shit, living a pretty decent life. It just feels so poignant, especially since Kotone, Minato, and a few other of his friends just... don't have that opportunity back home.

It really is nice to know that Mikey is okay. That he makes it through.]


R-really shacked up to the mundane shit, huh? [But despite his comment, Scott truly sounds happy for him. Those tears prick at the back of his eyes again, but they're full of relief this time.]
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[personal profile] laserguy 2024-06-03 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
[It's mundane enough in this context, at least to Scott. Bike racing is definitely more of an extreme job compared to others, but... it still feels like a regular job. It's not being the leader of the gang, it's not sacrificing your life for some supernatural shit, it's... making a living and doing what you love. Mikey still experienced loss, yes, but as he just said, his dream came true, his friends are living a good life, and so is he.

They all make it.

He can imagine how fucking happy Takemitchy is back home. For once, it feels like something goes completely right for someone he cares about so much. And. And... there's a small choked noise that finally breaks from Scott's throat before tears begin to slide down from underneath his glasses, something that he tries to hastily wipe away, but he can't stop himself still.]


Y-you're really okay. You and your friends back home.
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[personal profile] laserguy 2024-06-04 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
He always believed in you...

[Even when he talked about Mikey having that curse, Takemitchy never gave up on him. He can't imagine the sort of shit he experienced back home, especially since time travel is involved somehow, but what matters is that he succeeded. It's apparent that the curse or whatever is probably gone, unless this is just a temporary relief. He doesn't want to believe that, not after the sheer relief that's gripping his chest.

But. He has to know for sure, now that the thought is stuck in his mind.

His mouth parts to ask Mikey, but he's momentarily distracted, falling silent when his friend wipes his tear away. This should be embarrassing, but Scott doesn't feel that way, more tears starting to slide down his cheeks just because of how gentle Mikey is being. W-what the hell, man? Why does his friend have to be like this? But all this is more like the Mikey he knows and he hopes it stays that way.

...

With almost a desperate note, Scott stares at him, mouth thinning into a small line as he forces his next question out.]


T-the curse is gone? It will never come back?
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[personal profile] laserguy 2024-06-04 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's such a simple answer, but one that lifts Scott's spirits more than anything. It's like a full confirmation that not only will Mikey be fine back home, but things also won't get fucked up by some shitty ass curse. Right now, it's so nice to just take this in, even though things are sort of fucked up here, but he can be happy about this, because he just wants to be.

Even though a part of Scott wants to protest when Mikey starts wiping his tears away with both hands. H-he doesn't need this!! He's strong... he's not a fucking crybaby.... and yet he still doesn't push him away. Instead, he listens, hearing Mikey talk about the curse in full detail. There's a steady silence from him, although not born from any anger, because he really is listening and taking everything in. Mikey's brother, time travel, Takemitchy...

........

There's a loud noise that leaves Scott, one of disbelief, because he's now staring at Mikey as something about that story sticks out to him more anything else.]


What the fuck man?? All this happened because you couldn't share a toy with anyone??

[WHY IS THAT THE ORIGIN OF TRAUMA......]
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[personal profile] laserguy 2024-06-05 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[What a stupid asshole. And who said he could laugh?!]

Never heard of that movie. [Also, it sounds stupid!! Like sure, big changes lead to big differences in the future, but how can stepping on a butterfly cause shit like that?? DUMB. JUST LIKE MIKEY. That's the real point in all this, the former gang leader is a fucking dumbass that couldn't share his toys.

He shoves at Mikey's shoulder, not entirely playfully, but not angry either. He's just. Exasperated?? Done?? Hard to describe the emotions he's feeling now because this is so dumb.]


Don't try and make this sound cool to cover up the fact that you were the dumbest kid ever.
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[personal profile] laserguy 2024-06-06 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[...Scott would argue that most kids that run on staircases don't end up dying from it. But, whatever.]

Maybe it was fate for Takemitchy. Or just really bad luck. [Or good luck? Who the hell knows. Scott's not sure how to feel about fate or destiny or crap like that, mostly because it's not a great topic for him to think about. Thinking about stuff like that makes him think about the crime on his parchment and just.... one thing at a time.

First thing is to continue bitching at Mikey.

Although, now that the relief of knowing that everything is okay with Mikey starts to wear off, those earlier emotions come back and he brings his knees up, staring down at them with a frown.]


For the record, I'm still upset at you. [It really hurt, among other things, and Scott's not sure if he wants to really talk about that right now. Maybe turning the spotlight on his friend is better.] And you're gonna have to kiss a lot of ass regarding Yu.

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