manjiro "street gang conflict" sano (
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(open catch-all) if there's one thing that i learned while in those county lines
Who: a newly updated, curse-free, many years older manjiro sano and ... you...
Where: many
What: picking up the pieces that he left fucked up the past few months. it's set forward-dated to the last week of the month.
Warnings: for once, nothing lmao i will add to the subject line if needed.
Where: many
What: picking up the pieces that he left fucked up the past few months. it's set forward-dated to the last week of the month.
Warnings: for once, nothing lmao i will add to the subject line if needed.
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Scott's jaw clenches as a wave of emotions hit him. Mikey's laughing like that again, like the friend he's more familiar with, the one that made Scott feel good about himself when he struggled with shit. Not the other Mikey who made him doubt about what he can really do to help his friends. He fights off tears that threaten to rise from behind his shades, glad once more that they're covering his expression. Unfortunately, it doesn't do much to hide the slight waver in his voice, one that he tries to mask through gruffness.]
That sounds fucking stupid. [But he also doesn't question Mikey's explanation either. Honestly, that's still more believable than his friend settling down with a wife and kids.]
I should punch you in the face.
[...But he's not going to, is he? Even though his hands shake by his sides because of anger. Yeah, it's definitely anger and not anything else. Why is he acting so emotional?? It's not like he hasn't seen Mikey lately, but... honestly, it has felt like a long time. Or maybe it's just the knowledge that it's been a long time for him... and how easy and relaxed he appears. Free from the curse or whatever.]
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he looks awfully elegant with the yukata, the hair up, but there's not much but him looking down for a second, in thought - and he stands, calmly, as if he was attempting to give off the message that he isn't a threat, hands to his back as he walks towards the other.)
Fair's fair, Summers. If that's what you need, like I said, I won't oppose. I'm really sorry for all that happened, and I've paid at home, but I haven't paid here yet. I couldn't have fought off the curse, but I should have trusted you more. You're free to do whatever you want with that.
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Yeah, you should've trusted me. And Yu more.
[Especially Yu.
He wonders if Mikey has gone to see the other teen yet. Surely he has, right? But Scott's still upset enough with his own emotions that he doesn't ask about that yet, the frown on him growing increasingly upset. Although, no matter how upset he's becoming, he really doesn't look like he's about to throw a punch, eyes gazing downward so he doesn't have to look at Mikey's stupid apologetic face.]
Not like punching you will actually hurt you, asshole. Stop making fun of me. [He's not going to cry dammit.]
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(because there's not much else to say. he's learned, and had a life time to undo what he could have done. a better future, or well, a future to begin with. that was not in the cards for him if he hadn't time-travelled, but alright. it's what happened.
he's here now.)
It says 'invincible' in the tin, not 'can't be hurt'. I'm not making fun of you. I'm serious.
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Scott never thought that Mikey would be someone to run off in the first place, so he has a harder time gauging if he's being truthful or not. Sure, he's back and supposedly ten years less stupid, but harder time reading him and everything. Maybe he just has to make sure Mikey doesn't run off again. How he's going to ensure that? Hell if he knows. Why should he be responsible for shit like that anyway? He doesn't fucking care.
........]
I'm not punching you. [Scott eventually answers, still looking away.] Because it's like giving you what you want.
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(let's start there - although, it wouldn't feel all that awful to be punched right now. it'd make them at least a little bit equal. he'd feel a little bit better. but, well, too pretty to really want a bruise right now, it'd such to clean the yukata.)
I... I'm sorry. That's what I have, Summers.
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[Mikey gets into fights all the time or he used to at least. He doesn't know what really happened with his friend, what he's learned or dealt with in that time. Guess it's good things overall?? If he's like this. Good for him. Scott buries his hands into the pockets of his jacket, that petulant attitude still latched onto him because he's still upset.]
...Great, thanks. [He knows Mikey means it. Should he just forgive him and everything? He's never dealt with a situation like this before. A friend that just left everyone and the next time he saw him, punched his lights out. Normally, he'd tell that person to screw off, but... this is Mikey. Someone he liked so much.
He can't help but think about all the times Mikey was there for him, again.]
F-fuck you... [His voice cracks, helpless against the emotions that bombard him. How come he can just come back and say sorry to Scott like this??]
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until he met takemichi. a boy who never actually stopped crying, and he might have been the strongest person he has ever seen. this time around, he's not all that better. he can cry when overtaken by joy, but that relationship within himself comes and goes, but to the very least, he learned that extending a hand when you're drowning is better than allowing yourself to sink.
scott might be just there with the blonde boy manjiro holds so dear.)
Alright. You're not ready to talk to me, so I'mma just get going home. You know where I live.
(come on, scott.)
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[Instead of staring at the ground, Scott's now looking at Mikey with an expression that's a cross between hurt, desperation, and maybe some residual anger. He's not sure how long that particular feeling is going to last, maybe for weeks, but right now, it's being overrun by the thought of seeing Mikey leave. He doesn't want that again.
He hates that he still gets this way. Why can't he be cooler or more in control of himself? But whatever the case, what's more important is his friendship with Mikey.]
D-don't you dare leave again.
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well. here, it's not like this. he hear the emotion in scott's voice, and he turns in confusion to meet him again.)
... I'm not leaving, Summers. Not if I have a say, because this place likes tossing me here and back like a ping-pong - but is it really leaving if I'm going to my empty ass home so you can have time to think?
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[Sort of? He's definitely a mess of emotions, but he doesn't want this to end right now.]
I... I want to talk to you, okay? [Because he's missed him and everything, even though Mikey really hasn't been gone long. He's still been missing from Scott's life for a couple of months and that was hard. Besides, even if Mikey intends to stick around, who knows what this place might do? Send Mikey back home or something else-- and then he'd really regret everything.
Maybe it's because of being with Kotone for so long, knowing and remembering that any of them can be gone at any moment, that pushes Scott forward towards Mikey.]
Don't fucking go yet. I won't allow it.
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(if scott even allows mikey to touch him. if he does, it's a short trip to the spot manjiro had been sitting all this time, taken by his hand on scott's wrist. it's almost elegant the way he sits, taking another cigarette from the pack as a way to calm his own nerves.)
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He doesn't even know that Mikey went all the way with that.
But even without that knowledge, Scott finds it hard to just... pretend everything is fine. However, he still fully doesn't want to go away or for Mikey to return back to the dojo. Feelings and emotions are so fucking dumb!!]
I... I don't know. [This probably is why Mikey wanted him to go home and think about things.] I just want to see you longer, okay? Even though I'm pissed at you.
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(it's an attempt at making the other laugh - since he won't really talk, there's so much to say, and almost no way to say it. it's most likely complicated to yell at someone who finally understands what they mean, who won't fight back. there's little point, and yet, manjiro will welcome it if that's what scott ends up doing.
he'll fill the silence for scott, it's fine.)
... You know, I did lie about the wife and kids, but - I disbanded ToMan last year, I'm a civilian now. Me and my VP are in professional bike racing now. He's the mechanic, I'm the racer. We're actually doing pretty good, got sponsors and stuff.
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...He's not even a gang leader anymore? Just a regular guy. That is into bike racing. It feels so normal and almost serene that Scott nearly laughs, but there's an undeniable warmth in him too hearing all this. Mikey... really turned out okay with his friend. They're doing regular shit, living a pretty decent life. It just feels so poignant, especially since Kotone, Minato, and a few other of his friends just... don't have that opportunity back home.
It really is nice to know that Mikey is okay. That he makes it through.]
R-really shacked up to the mundane shit, huh? [But despite his comment, Scott truly sounds happy for him. Those tears prick at the back of his eyes again, but they're full of relief this time.]
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(or, well, not, since he's back here again. he knows eventually he'll go, that's how this place likes it with him, and considering he just picked off where he left off - not exactly worried about it.
it's definitely strange to be telling scott good news, considering how he is looking at him throughout this entire conversation.)
... I got to have a wonderful life. My parents still died, but my siblings haven't, none of them, including the one I didn't tell you about. My dream came true, we made to biggest gang in Japan, and all of my friends are also enjoying a wonderful life now, everyone lived.
It's more than I could ever ask for.
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They all make it.
He can imagine how fucking happy Takemitchy is back home. For once, it feels like something goes completely right for someone he cares about so much. And. And... there's a small choked noise that finally breaks from Scott's throat before tears begin to slide down from underneath his glasses, something that he tries to hastily wipe away, but he can't stop himself still.]
Y-you're really okay. You and your friends back home.
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you didn't deserve any of it.
he'd be the first to say that he doesn't. there's a lot he doesn't think he deserves. from his brother tearing the fabric of time so he would breathe again, to takemitchy and all their loved ones raging war against manjiro's stupidity. he's not worth that much. he didn't deserve a second chance, either, and his new timeline was... not without blood and tears, despair, and fuckton of elbow grease, he worked so hard, and it paid off, but considering what he has done, the way he went about it here, at home, anywhere, the last thing he expects is someone to be happy for him right now.
not when he fucked up so bad. hindsight is a bitch, and manjiro has had way too many years to cultivate it.
his hands have never been soft, but the way he reaches to wipe a tear away from scott's face might make up for the roughness in gentleness.)
... Yeah. We're okay. Takemitchy is okay, too. Never left my side, like you said.
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[Even when he talked about Mikey having that curse, Takemitchy never gave up on him. He can't imagine the sort of shit he experienced back home, especially since time travel is involved somehow, but what matters is that he succeeded. It's apparent that the curse or whatever is probably gone, unless this is just a temporary relief. He doesn't want to believe that, not after the sheer relief that's gripping his chest.
But. He has to know for sure, now that the thought is stuck in his mind.
His mouth parts to ask Mikey, but he's momentarily distracted, falling silent when his friend wipes his tear away. This should be embarrassing, but Scott doesn't feel that way, more tears starting to slide down his cheeks just because of how gentle Mikey is being. W-what the hell, man? Why does his friend have to be like this? But all this is more like the Mikey he knows and he hopes it stays that way.
...
With almost a desperate note, Scott stares at him, mouth thinning into a small line as he forces his next question out.]
T-the curse is gone? It will never come back?
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(part of him thinks that telling scott the reasoning behind it might make those waves of tears downpour, but he thinks he owes something, an explanation, a warranty. there's no way of giving that without explaining why it existed in the first place, so there's a sigh as both hands go on the job of making scott's face a little drier.
he's never been emotional, he's not going to start now, so as per usual, he tells a story after he sucks in some breath.)
... When I was a kid, I had this super cool plane toy, and I didn't want anyone to even look at it. My friends wanted to play with it, but I started running around the dojo because I didn't want them to have it. Well, I fell real bad, and hurt my head. I got into a coma, been in vegetative state for a few years, and then I died.
(... yeah. that's kinda. that's kinda it.)
My brother killed this guy, this... Time traveler, because he wanted the same power, so he could bring me back and all. The dude cursed him, and because I was the event he changed, it went to me. Takemitchy got the power from my brother before he passed, so all this time, he was trying... To stop it. To help me. He was going back and forth in time, changing what he could so I didn't... Get that fucked up. After a ton of shit, all of it my fault, we ended up both going back to even before the accident. None of it ever happened. So, no curse, it's just me, Summers.
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Even though a part of Scott wants to protest when Mikey starts wiping his tears away with both hands. H-he doesn't need this!! He's strong... he's not a fucking crybaby.... and yet he still doesn't push him away. Instead, he listens, hearing Mikey talk about the curse in full detail. There's a steady silence from him, although not born from any anger, because he really is listening and taking everything in. Mikey's brother, time travel, Takemitchy...
........
There's a loud noise that leaves Scott, one of disbelief, because he's now staring at Mikey as something about that story sticks out to him more anything else.]
What the fuck man?? All this happened because you couldn't share a toy with anyone??
[WHY IS THAT THE ORIGIN OF TRAUMA......]
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but, when scott puts it that way, the tension that was building as he tells the story just comes out in a 'pffffft', followed by a loud laugh. one that actually brings tears to his eyes, not out of sadness, but because-- yep! that's! exactly it! it makes him snort, resting his forehead on scott's shoulder as he chuckles.)
It's called the butterfly effect, dumbass, you ain't ever heard of that movie, whatever the name, that they stepped on a butterfly, and then humans got a third eye and a tail or some shit, I didn't watch it, but!! Something small changes the course of life all the time, get with the program.
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Never heard of that movie. [Also, it sounds stupid!! Like sure, big changes lead to big differences in the future, but how can stepping on a butterfly cause shit like that?? DUMB. JUST LIKE MIKEY. That's the real point in all this, the former gang leader is a fucking dumbass that couldn't share his toys.
He shoves at Mikey's shoulder, not entirely playfully, but not angry either. He's just. Exasperated?? Done?? Hard to describe the emotions he's feeling now because this is so dumb.]
Don't try and make this sound cool to cover up the fact that you were the dumbest kid ever.
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so on, so on.
that's why this whole thing is so fucked up - because it's so damn trivial.)
Running on a staircase is a shitty ass idea, but things like these happen all the time. Timing is a force to be reckoned with, Summers. Takemitchy met my brother for 5 seconds one time, and that's how he got the whole time-traveling power thing. You never know.
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Maybe it was fate for Takemitchy. Or just really bad luck. [Or good luck? Who the hell knows. Scott's not sure how to feel about fate or destiny or crap like that, mostly because it's not a great topic for him to think about. Thinking about stuff like that makes him think about the crime on his parchment and just.... one thing at a time.
First thing is to continue bitching at Mikey.
Although, now that the relief of knowing that everything is okay with Mikey starts to wear off, those earlier emotions come back and he brings his knees up, staring down at them with a frown.]
For the record, I'm still upset at you. [It really hurt, among other things, and Scott's not sure if he wants to really talk about that right now. Maybe turning the spotlight on his friend is better.] And you're gonna have to kiss a lot of ass regarding Yu.
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