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Silco ([personal profile] conflictresolution) wrote in [community profile] expiationlogs2023-12-18 09:52 pm

[Closed Log]

Who: Jinx & Silco
Where: Aldrip - Outside City Hall
What: Jinx comes to pick up Silco from his sentencing. She isn't pleased, and neither is he.
Warnings: None yet


[It had occurred to him that he would garner a trip to sentencing faster than some, especially as he encrouched on businesses. The fact that what had him being pulled in was defending his daughter in a very Zaun way was rather insulting. He was no stranger to committing crimes, but bribery for the sake of his only child? This Council had no idea what it was dealing with, but he would make certain to give them a crash course in the near future.

Yet, he couldn't recall all that much about the Council or the sentencing itself. As soon as he was dragged across the City Hall main entrance barrier, the experience was confusing and jumbled, which annoyed him now that he was being shoved out the door. Sentence laid down, but it would take him time to sit down and piece together all that had happened to him in the last twenty-four hours.

Silco stepped out of the City Hall and stopped, reaching up the adjust his tie and straighten his coat. The black was covered in dirt from the road and his various tussles from being dragged from Rumpitur to Aldrip. His right eye was blackened and old blood flaked from the gash at his brow, giving his already distinct look even more distinction. The corners of his mouth were chapped and bruised from being gagged roughly for the trip.

He forced himself to walk normally despite some choice bruises here and there, and he was used to hiding or overriding the pain of injuries. He walked down the stairs, spotting his daughter. Her expression told him all that he needed to know about her mood, and if she was outraged over his treatment or sentencing, it was mixed in with her overall displeased expression.

He walked over to her and came to a stop in front of her, giving her appearance a look over. Something had happened. She had 'friends' and a 'boyfriend', so his leaving shouldn't have left her in complete isolation. Of course, the sister had left to come to Rumpitur, so that was one less individual she could spend time with.]


Are you alright, Jinx?

[Discussions of various revenge plots would have to wait until he had performed a check in. That expression meant trouble if allowed to go unchecked.]
opheliac: ✖ palpo — powder (bad boy don't miss)

[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-23 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
( a light spikes up her spine when his hand makes contact with hers. and it's like at that moment she had forgotten how cool his skin felt compared to hers; how gentle his touch can be, despite they are the same hands who killed many. they're similar to hers -- but different in size, and her skin maybe softer while his are a little clammy do to age. but still, the two of them had blood on them, which made them alike. both broken, both monsters. and it's because of that, her entire body relaxes and permits him to grip her wrist out of love and concern.

she wants to stay angry at him, and yell at him for taking so long to get back to her when her world twisted dark. but it was hard to when he's this gentle, and to not feel guilty when he's still wearing a shiner and carrying bruises. jinx should be tending to them and not... being like this. she made a vow to herself to be better for him -- to be a better daughter -- and this is the opposite of becoming the better version of herself. so his prodigy lifts her head up finally, eyes round yet sorrowful. )


... I'm sorry I couldn't save you.
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (Pack it)

[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-25 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
( if he wanted her to sit up from her bed, then let it be known he was very successful on achieving that. because when he tugs her slightly, she complies. and she's perched up now where she can see him entirely, listening to his words that flow like the black seas -- haunting but tranquilizing all the same. the caress of his thumb nearly has her leaping out of her own skin. it feels it's been ages since she had received any affection from anyone. sure, she might be exaggerating -- it had only been a couple of weeks tops. but in those weeks, time moved so much slower for her when she was on her own. and for a while, her mind tricked her into believing she would never feel tenderness from anyone again.

with her free hand, she takes a hold of his hand to pry off, but only so he can rest his palm against her cheek. and when it's there, she leans into it with her eyes shut to inhale the sense of feeling cared for, feeling wanted, and needed. silco left her alone for too long, sure, but... at least he came back and it wasn't years later down the line. ... like she is starting to suspect qunetin to follow the footsteps of her dear sister. )


... What's your task?
opheliac: (●'◡'●) (I'll be the belle of the brawl)

[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-25 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
( jinx instantly melts at the gentle embrace he has on her cheeks. all the tension in her body evaporates into nothing, and her world spins back to its correct speed and not its torandic whirls. the demon she's been running from, finally vanquished and not sucking the life out of her. breathing is coming so much easier for her lungs, and she's no longer feels lost and managed to find her way back home again.

silco told her plenty of times how she is strong and jinx knows she is strong, but right now, just for right now... she's okay with him carrying all the strength and power between the two of them. for now, her father can have all the control and carry the torch while she follows behind him and rests. because she is beyond exhausted, and she wants a moment where she doesn't have to think about anything anymore. and she allows herself to show that side to him, her pupils are glossy but pale when she opens them, her head puts a little more weight into his hands, and her shoulders slumps a little more forward. jinx says nothing to his words (yet), because honestly speaking has become a little overrated these days. however, she nods to him sluggishly as she shut her eyes again to focus more into her breathing and to his touch. )


I can help you with your sentencing... or whatever.

( she mutters this, another light nuzzle to his right palm and then to his left. if it weren't for her sitting up, she could easily fall asleep for a thousand hours like this. )
Edited 2023-12-25 06:54 (UTC)
opheliac: (●'◡'●) (be the lust in us all)

[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-25 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
( when he moves her around, she follows suit -- not exactly like a rag doll notion, but she isn't putting up a fight with however he feels would be best for her to rest. because as stated, she doesn't want to think and would prefer someone else to be the brains. jinx settles against him on the floor, resting her head in his chest, smiling warmly between his comfort and the blanket. )

... Sometimes I feel like I don't belong in this place.

( she admits, after a little while of silence, thinking now would be the time to open up more about their previous discussion. )
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (i aint slowing down)

[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-26 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
No!

( she answers, maybe a little too quickly than she wanted it to. jinx lifts her head up to her father, her eyes large but with heartbreak lingering within them. )

My friends are my friends. They're just... ( a brief pause, lowering her head back to his chest. she is doing her best to not get worked up again because that's all she's been doing for the last... who knows. ) — This whole thing about what to do with the Rumpies and stuff got 'em all so... mixed up. Feeling all kinds of gunk.

( jinx would like to hope, despite the arguments she had with a few of them, they are still friends. but she is known for her "jinx" to get in a way whenever she debates with another person. her shoulder slumps further, suddenly getting an overwhelming sense of being defeated. )

... I miss Quentin.

( his daughter knows just uttering quentin's name might hit a sour spot, but... she's been acting so snarky and tough about his disappearance for a while now. and that is growing tiresome too. )
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (when you aren't around)

[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-26 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
( but is it safe to tell him how she feels about quentin? because between them, it's more than just they don't see eye to eye. her father wants him six feet under and quentin... well. she isn't sure what his feelings are regarding silco, but it's nothing positive, that's for sure. but there is one thing she came to realize during his absence, and the sheer thought of saying it out loud has her biting her lower lip to suppress it. )

I... —

( jinx starts, her heart thumping a little in her chest. )

I dunno. I like to think we are. We're so much alike and like a lotta of the same things. And I...

( she buries her face in his jacket further, definitely muttering the rest. )

... I think I love him. M-Maybe? I want to hurt him so much, but... I wanna keep him too. I just... I just want to burn everything down so he would come out and notice me again.
opheliac: (っ °Д °;)っ (please don't ever worry)

cw: just two crazy people talking

[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-26 03:55 pm (UTC)(link)
( this advice she isn't too keen with, and her body tensing a little all over again when the suggestion of waiting is mentioned. jinx grips back to him too, fingers twisting stiffly over his clothing as if he will disappear any second. )

But I've been waiting. I've been waiting this whole time.

( her protest comes out squeakier than intended as she rubs her face to his chest. this is so damn frustrating to deal with. jinx would understand if he needed time, if their relationship were going through some trouble. and they had that one bump that one night, but it got smooth over. but everything was fine before they lost connection, and she knows he isn't hurt otherwise scott would have said so. )

It's been weeks, and I ... I need to hear him.

( there's desperation coated in her tone, and this time, she is apathetic about to hide it. the voices aren't... afraid of him, per se, but they stay at bay when he's around. they've learned the hard way that quentin possess the ability to mute them for a short amount of time, and needless to say, they don't like that too much. so whenever he makes himself known in her head, the dead shy away and perch themselves in the corner of her mind. )

I can't stand it like this. — I have to hear him.

( there's a lot of emphasis on the "need" and "have", which all the while, possibly showing their little telepathic talks silco had witnessed a few times during dinner, might have rolled down to a clingier path. )
opheliac: ✖ palpo (LET'S GO!)

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[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-26 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
( she knows the demons are a part of her deep down, as much as she loathes it. it's why she instructed quentin to only interfere with them if they are making way too much noise for her to think and if he is seeing signs of her losing herself to them. in which why she needs him this badly. beyond missing him and wanting to dangle a knife to his neck, the voices had been pretty ruthless to her knowing he's absent. and who's to say how many times she's been bouncing between real and false realities. jinx hadn't been this way since she was a kid when vi left her, and if it weren't for this place scooping her up right after council missile fiasco, she'd be thrown back in that state too. in a way, she has the council of aldrip to thank for that.

her heart downfalls to the bottom of her stomach over his ultimatum proposal. is he suggesting they should... break up if he doesn't come to her by the new year? and to find someone else? the consideration of that possibility becoming her new reality sends her in a slight panic. his daughter lifts her head up to face her father with wide eye of distress and anxiety. yeah, she has it bad for the guy. because to find someone else? there is no one else. no one else in this disgusting place will like her for her (a lot of the chosen find her indifferent), or can... cancel out her "jinx" with theirs. he is hers and she is his, they made that extremely official. )


... But he said I'm perfect.

( correction: he told her she was perfect in the middle of sex. but naturally, jinx took that statement way beyond than what it was really intended. and even then during their love making, they fit together, which all the more reason she believes they belong (not at all because he is male, and she is female, and his reproduction organ is designed to go in the female reproduction organ). )
Edited 2023-12-26 18:46 (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (pack it up)

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[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-27 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
( at that question, the complexion on her face coils paler on her already milky skin, her heart takes a nose-dive deeper in her stomach to land somewhere that's unreachable. she knew the meaning behind this question, the subliminal message between the lines. if the maze shed a light and taught her anything, it was the fear he carries about losing her or being replaced for someone greater than him. that fear is mutual, jinx understood it way more than she had ever hoped. which is why she backpedals and her next words are in stammers due to her tongue knotting within itself. )

No! Nonononono. — I've always believed you when you've said it...!

( she shakes her head in a panic, indicating what he's implying is so far from the truth. jinx peels herself off of her father to sit with more sincerity, fixating in his mismatched pupils. )

Always, always, always! Your words mean SO much to me, Silco.

( she's hurting him... again. only this time, it's not physically but emotionally. her shaky hands reach to cup both of his cheeks, so he wouldn't dare to look away from her... or run away from her. )

W-We're family, remember?

( the anxious smile and the light chuckle she gives him is so out of place, but she's not sure what else to do, or to prove that she never took his words for granted. )

Y-You're my home. You'll always be my home. ...I..I love you. No one will ever replace what we have, okay?
Edited 2023-12-27 05:18 (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (i'm committing treason)

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[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-27 08:57 pm (UTC)(link)
( she can hear her heart ripping into smaller pieces, like an artist tearing a sheet of paper out of frustration when their art isn't good enough, or they made a mistake. her lower lip is lightly quivering, and she looks as if she might burst into tears, but she holds it in. his daughter shakes her head again as her thumbs caresses graciously to his cheeks. )

They won't. They won't because you've said it first. There's no... — ( jinx pauses, sucking her lips as she attempts to put what she is feeling in the correct phrasing. ) — There will be no other guy who will be more important to me than you.

( shit. she's not even sure if that came across well, either. huffing out a trembling breath, jinx smiles nervously at him again in her desperate attempt to smooth all of this over. or... at least make all of this go away. )

Let's not talk about him or this anymore. Let's just... just focus on us tonight. N-No work, or what's going on out there, or anyone else, just us. ... You and me, okay?
Edited 2023-12-27 21:00 (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (if I want it I'ma take that)

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[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-28 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
( she notices the subtle jerk whenever her thumbs brush along a certain area, so she ceases that for now and just simply holds his cheeks. jinx should really tend to his wounds, or at least lay out comfortable clothing for him as he freshens up, but she isn't ready to let go of this physical contact yet. the nervous edge finally vanishes from her smile, but now light and small. )

Heh, I'll be alright. As long as we're together, I'll be alright. And who needs sleep anyway? It's for the birds.

( which is a translation for: 'i don't remember'. gingerly, however, her hands peel away from his cheeks to rest them in her lap. )

You oughta get cleaned up, and I'll get the kit and some ice.
Edited 2023-12-28 04:19 (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (the only way out is down)

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[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-28 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not doing anything 'till you clean yourself up. I'll point a knife to your back and get ya movin' if I have to.

( when in doubt, always use a threat to get things done. not that she will actually stab him in the back, literally or figuratively. but she's no stranger to at least poking her father with sharp objects. jinx would preferably not to do that, given he is already so beat up. )
Edited 2023-12-28 16:49 (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (Only love myself no more)

[personal profile] opheliac 2023-12-29 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey, don't be a wise guy.

( her shoulders slump, however, the sudden feeling of exhaustion hitting her like a ton of bricks. maybe sleeping first won't be too much of a bad idea, it would definitely stop the pesky burning behind her eyelids. jinx sighs in defeat as she flops herself down to the floor, her head planting on his lap but lying on her back so she can get a good look at him. )

I'm only sleeping for thirty minutes.

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