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expiationlogs2023-12-09 03:50 pm
garbagecanned) wrote in expiationlogs2023-12-09 03:50 pm
garbagecanned) wrote in expiationlogs2023-12-09 03:50 pm
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I mean, it's kinda natural to be curious about that sort of thing, right? Even if it's morbid.
[people always say that talking about their trauma helps. the jury's still out on that one in his opinion, but maybe he should say something to someone.]
It was a lot, all at once. A lot of pain... and I was watching Yu and the rest of you guys get off the island. And then there was nothing -- that is, until I woke up in my bed again. It was like I woke up from a nightmare or something. But I knew I had died. I knew I hadn't dreamed it.
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Really? Just... nothing?
[Scott bites his lip, taking in that information with narrowed eyes, even though they remain hidden behind his shades. Guess it's not too surprising in a way, like what did he expect to hear? Yosuke admitting that he was a ghost and tried to grab everyone's attention through his ghostly wails? No, probably not. He shifts slightly on his feet, trying to think of what to really say.]
And there are no... scars or anything? [And it's clear that Yosuke has all his limbs, so. His body was just brought back to perfect health? Really freaky.]
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but he shakes his head.]
You probably don't wanna see me without my shirt off, but no scars. Kind of like I hit a "game over" and just reset in the house with Yu.
[a beat. because he had been in a video game scenario once.]
That's... that wouldn't just happen though, right? Video games aren't real.
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Do you think we're in a video game???
[SCOTT GENIUNELY ASKING because he never thought about that before. That's like, next level weirdness!! At least he's better graphics than Pac-Man and he feels just like himself... not to mention that everything feels so real.
There were also those funky static things happening with the monsters near the snake village too. He hasn't forgotten about that and that sort of fits with the video game concept.]
Wait, but wouldn't that mean we'd only have a certain amount of 'lives' before... completely dying?
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I dunno. You think someone's keeping count of our deaths like we're Mario or something somewhere?
[uh.]
That's creepy as hell to think about, not gonna lie.
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[What the hell does that mean then??? Does that mean the person who's controlling all this is only bringing back certain people? Or are they just different because they're 'Chosen' and shit?
Man, thinking about this really sucks. Why can't they just have normal existential crisis? Scott thought that being in a video game would be cooler, but no, it's actually kind of terrible.]
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[a shiver runs down his spine.]
Man, this is going to give me a headache to try to figure out.
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Scott shifts, almost sighing, before nodding at Yosuke.]
I agree, so let's just forget about it for now. Besides, you got a sandwich to eat and everything. Being in a video game isn't going to change how good it's gonna be.
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Yeah. We can think about it later, if we get more information. It was good seeing you though, Scott.